Tuesday, December 8, 2009

LIFE - Its been bored for sumtime now... Haiz... Kinda miss hym.. Today i accidentally bring home a rubber band... Usually wen he saw it, he will say i stole the company property... haha... I miss his irritatingness... Lol.. The distance btw us is reli far... I wonder if i can catch up with all this... Seems lyk we gt nothing much to talk nw den before.... I MISS HYM...

WORK - Havork... Very stress... More work same pay.. Lyk wat the hell... Y isn't der any company coling me for interview??? I want a new job pls... Pweety pls... I cun take it.. It's very irritating with the speaker ard in d office... Haiz... I reli wan a new job...

Labels: situation

what we could have been, 23:01.

MOVIES WHICH IM LOOKING FORWARD TO WATCH...

Couple Retreat
Princess and The Frog
Santau
Storm Warriors

Labels: Movie Time

what we could have been, 22:58.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Can i list down my craving in here???

1) Seafood
2) Chilli beef cheese fries (Carl's Junior)
3) Gelare
4) Sharkfin Sup (Pasar Malam)
5) Mango Pudding

Haha... Im like having sumone in my stomach.. Look at those craving.. hmmph..

Labels: CRAVING

what we could have been, 16:37.

Monday, November 9, 2009

I dun mind werking long hours and get myself tired...

But wat i do mind a sickening bitch barking like a mad dog everyday... I wonder who will undstd this shitty feeling of mine...

I want a new environment please...... Anybody wants to hire me???

Labels: I hate my JOB...

what we could have been, 14:49.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Im speechless.... The 1st time i did not say a thing or feel a thing... I duno if i lost my mind or wat... Why did i just let it happen?? Why im not pulling back??

The 1st time i did not even cry... Were all my emotion went?? Since wen i b'cum bulletproof?? I am precious and i am fragile... Wat becuming of me nw?

After the conversation over the phone just nw i feel that i being so selfish... I seriously duno wat is happening to me.. He told me i neglected hym... I cun ans hym... I do love hym... I still do... But i seriously didn't knw tt i been hurting hym this few days... I neva meant to hurt hym either... I wonder if this is just the part and parcel of life being in a relationship... Am i awake or asleep?? Did all tt just happen? Am i regretting nw?

I cun feel a thing nw.. Why am i lyk this? I want to be the old leila.. Who change me? Since wen i b'cum a coldblood B***h... Search for me.. I want my true self back..

Ya Allah... Give me the mind to think .. Give me the strength to be able to get tru the obstacles.. I duno hw far r u testing me.. But i knw u will always be right with me..

Labels: this is not me...

what we could have been, 21:37.